You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can’t help but to show it again...

jag vet inte varför jag gjorde det jag precis gjorde... vad hände med bilden nu?... jag vet inte...

vet inte vad jag skall tycka eller tänka... fan borde kanske inte gjort det...

jag vet inte...

joj!

“ And sometimes it just hits me out of nowhere, all of a sudden this overwhelming sadness rushes over me. And I get discouraged and I get upset and I feel hopeless, sad, and hurt and once again I become numb to the world.